Girls have different meanings

At most cases, whenever a girl says this, to us guys we think its like this, but to them its another. Get my point? Still lost? Nvm, I explain again. Short and sweet, girls are hard to understand them. I could still recall a girl that I had a crush on. It was a failed attempt, and I heard from my friends that she doesnt want to get attached at all. She prefers to be single and be a "nun". To us guys, this is the assumption. However, its not! Recently, I just saw her holding hands with a guy who is her bf. You see what I mean? Get the picture? When they say something, they mean another thing. I just don't understand them. Oh well, all we can do is to suck our thumbs and carry on with our lives. That's all.

Party At Friends PLace.

Should I say that whether I have enjoyed myself at the party or the other way round? Honestly speaking, I did. Initially, it was kinda awkward as there were many faces that I'm unfamiliar. After awhile, I manage to blend in with the crowd. first was party at the poolside, then we headed down to MOS for clubbing. Didn't really like the smoove arena as most of the ppl there were ah bengs or lians. Went upstairs at 54, it was fun where they played all the retro music from the 80's! And the fun part is, the crowd was friendly where most of the ppl were caucasians. After clubbing, headed back to the hotel with the rest for a short nap. Everyone was tired out, some couldnt even be bothered to bath.

I was kinda happy to talk to someone, whom I expected that she wouldn't talk much. I had a great time have short conversations with her. But the sad thing was, she did something that turned me off. I was hoping to meet up with her to collect something, but she said she will pass to one of my friend instead. After hearing that, I just felt like shit, having mixed feelings inside.

I really hope to have more outings with her soon. My mind just keeps having thots about it. Well, it looks and feels like its not destined.

What Have I Accomplished During mY Break?

I couldn't slepe well for the past few weeks. I've been thinking, what have I really accomplished throughout this 3 months? These are the things I've done so far:

1) In the midst of completion for my driving (WAITING FOR A FREAKING TEST DATE!)
2) Picking up proper blading techniques
3) Did improvements for my bowling
4) Expanded my circle of friends

Yup. So far, these are the only things that I've done. I felt I could have done more. I only have a few more weeks before the Government takes my life away for 1year10months. All these while, other than doing all those listed above, I've been rotting at home, slacking and spending money outside to relax. Kinda feel it was good, but at the same time, it was like killing time. Felt a great sense of disappointment. Furthermore, parents have been criticising me about how I've spend my time. Its pressurizing staying at home. Hearing them nag at me drives me nuts.

I could sleep well, was also due to where I am now. Yes, I've already achieved my diploma in Chemical Engineering, but whatever I do, my parents are never satisfied. I'm always being compared with other kids, with regards to their education, what they are doing and where they are now. My parents give me the impression that I'm useless. But, it has woken me up. From now on, I will do whatever it takes to reach my goal. I have a dream, that is to earn my 1st 1 million dollars when I reached the age of 35. I don't want anyone to look down on me, to think that I'm useless and I cannot achieve anything in life.

Last but not least, I couldn't sleep well because of this special girl. She has the qualities of the girl that I like. But, its tough as she's an introvert. I'm interested in her, but its gonna be a tough one. Should I go for it or should I take a step back? I hope she's the one.

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