Should I Wait?

Its been going to be about 8 months, I am still waiting for the girl that I love. Should I continue to wait for her? Or should I just move on? At times, I really want to move on, but, I can't bear to do it, its so painful. But if I don't move on, I feel hurt too because she is still with him and I always see the things that I don't want to see. I am so lost.

I don't know how long more I can wait, because, its really driving me nuts. I know that there are a lot of other girls out there, but we have gone deep in this relationship and I feel so emotionally attached to her.

I am so lost. I really love her so much and I've done so much for her, but where are we heading? How long more can I wait? Will she ever love me? What am I treated as now? When will she ever leave him? I hope a miracle will happen. It feels like shit to share her with someone else.

Maybe, we weren't meant to be together, I really don't know what Heaven has installed for us. Hope to have a happy ending.