Why?

I don't get it, time after time, we argue again over the silly things. On my end, I showed so much love to her and even did my best to keep her company. After keeping her company, she said she is bored of me. What does she want from me?

Life is so unfair, when she show special treatment to him. What about me? What am I to you? She said I made her wait so that we can talk. Then what about now? I am waiting close to 2 hours to vid call with you. I am so darn confused. What am I suppose to do?

Sometimes, I really really wonder, is it worth it? After doing so much for her, and she said such stuff to me?

Will we be together in the end? I really wonder. Will she even open her eyes and see the truth? How can you say that he is a good man? You must be joking and blinded. I don't know how much more I can take this pain.