Happy 20th birthday?

Once again, my birthday has arrived, and im now 20, 2 decades old. Should I feel happy or should I feel sad? It was a weird birthday for me. I thought, for this coming birthday, many ppl would remember my birthday, but I was wrong. Only my family, a few of my relatives, my buddies and some ppl that I din expect to hear from gave me their well wishings. Those that I expected to hear from, I had no news from them, especially from this special someone, whom I thought would give me her well wishings. I waited the whole day, but in the end, she didn't. I felt very upset over this issue. Why? Im really lost for words, is she meant for me? Will she want me? I guess the answer is right in front of my face. But, I still enjoyed myself hanging out with my friends. Thanks guys for everything. Love you guys. And most of all, thanks for the gift, I really like it a lot.