What Have I Accomplished During mY Break?

I couldn't slepe well for the past few weeks. I've been thinking, what have I really accomplished throughout this 3 months? These are the things I've done so far:

1) In the midst of completion for my driving (WAITING FOR A FREAKING TEST DATE!)
2) Picking up proper blading techniques
3) Did improvements for my bowling
4) Expanded my circle of friends

Yup. So far, these are the only things that I've done. I felt I could have done more. I only have a few more weeks before the Government takes my life away for 1year10months. All these while, other than doing all those listed above, I've been rotting at home, slacking and spending money outside to relax. Kinda feel it was good, but at the same time, it was like killing time. Felt a great sense of disappointment. Furthermore, parents have been criticising me about how I've spend my time. Its pressurizing staying at home. Hearing them nag at me drives me nuts.

I could sleep well, was also due to where I am now. Yes, I've already achieved my diploma in Chemical Engineering, but whatever I do, my parents are never satisfied. I'm always being compared with other kids, with regards to their education, what they are doing and where they are now. My parents give me the impression that I'm useless. But, it has woken me up. From now on, I will do whatever it takes to reach my goal. I have a dream, that is to earn my 1st 1 million dollars when I reached the age of 35. I don't want anyone to look down on me, to think that I'm useless and I cannot achieve anything in life.

Last but not least, I couldn't sleep well because of this special girl. She has the qualities of the girl that I like. But, its tough as she's an introvert. I'm interested in her, but its gonna be a tough one. Should I go for it or should I take a step back? I hope she's the one.