My day that was like a statistic~

Today, woke up at about 8plus to get my self ready to meet Beng as we were going to get some strings at peninsula and at the same time look for some rock T-shirts. I was looking forward to that. Was so happy that I managed to get this rock shirt by this group call Velvet Revolver. Had a discount somemore. Haha. Then, saw a chio bu today at the shop selling the strings. Her accent was beautiful. And she looks gorgeous! HAha. After that, went down to St.Gabs to do training for my ventures. Wasnt that bad. And during the eveing, went to meet up with vincent to do the frank sands thingy at mac. And, wad a coincidence, I bumped into my ex classmates and the gal that I was fond of. My day kinda brighten! Haha. After that, my ex classmate told me to join him and the rest for supper. I was delighted to. As I was on my there, i received a msg from my classmate. I was shocked by her msg, telling me that she heard from her friend that I had bad mouth her. I asked her who it was and she was reluctant to tell me. She even told me to tell her straight wad im unhappy with and she also apologised to me. I was very sad about this issue. I dun even remember saying those type of thing. i thought and thought, who could have told her? Even if I did say it, it was a fact! And why I din wana tell her, because I want her to realise her own mistake. Then, at supper, i was msging that gal tht I was fond of. All of a sudden, she juz stopped msging me. I felt awkward. And I was depressed as she didnt reply back to me. Haiz........ What was the reason? I really duno.... Then as I was on my way home with my friends waiting at the bus stop, a drunk indian guy approached us. It was the same guy that took 4 bucks from me in the past! I was pissed off! And luckily he din ask me for money, he approached my friend. It was such a sad thing, seeing him waste his life like that. As I reached home, i thought through wad went wrong today. i couldnt slp well. The day was like a statistic, from good to bad. Climax up and anit climax all the way. Haiz. I felt to depressed.

Nice songs I downloaded.. Haha.

Today, after studying for so many hrs, felt so bored and decided to search for some songs on the net. I downloaded some old songs from this singer by the name of Tommy Page. His songs are so nice and romantic. Especially titles like Im Falling In Love and A shoulder To Cry On. After listening to these songs, i was on cloud nine again. I kept on thinking of her. I waited and waited for her to msg me, but failed. Haiz. Was sad about it. Thought she would give me her well wishings for my exam tmr. *SiGhx* I hope im able to concentrate on my papers tmr. Every min, she's running through my mind. Im going crazy. Plz save me from this misery. But who? I have to face this battle by myself.

What a tiring day! And a week for me~....

Another week is going to go by, how time flies. Today my whoe day was occupied by a bowling competition I had. So shagged, played total of 8 games series. OMG! Came homw bout 5plus, took a nap and went out with my parents to have dinner. After that, studied for awhile as I din have time already, shall continue wit my studying tmr. Haha. This week was a damn stressful week, had some many papers to clear, now im left with one more which is this tue. I cant wait to clear it. Also, this week, i was in cloud nine. I really felt in love with someone. But, I dare not say it out. Yesterday, spoke to her on the phone for 2 hrs plus. I enjoyed it. Hearing her voice makes me feel very warm inside. But, im now in a dilemma. She's a nice gal, with nice personality. I haf finally met my dream gal. But yesterday, while having a conversation with her on the phone, she kinda hinted to me that she was interested in a relationship. When I thought about that, I felt so depressed. And I actually asked her wad she was gonna do for Valentines day, and she told me she might be going out with her friends. She feels that Valentines day is just another ordinary day. I took courage to ask her whether she was willing to spent time with me on Valentines day with me, but she said she'll see about that. I stammered when I asked her. I can feel that she doesnt wana to come out on valentines day with me. Haiz. Felt so demoralised. A real good catch, but i feel that it is gonna go to waste. I feel so confused. Should I just continue to try to get to know her more and court her? Im lost! Haiz. I really hope to find an answer soon. The feeling is so uncomfortable. I duno what she feels about me.

A day filled with hatred and problems

Hmm.... I thought Sat would be a gd day for me to relax and to do my studies. But everything turned out the other way round. Woke up in the morning, had a terrible headache. My family wanted to go out to have breakfast, and i thought we cold just quickly go and come back home. But, i was so frustrated. Guess wad? We took 1 and a half hrs juz to leave the hse for breakfast. So freaking ridiculous!! Mom was waiting for dad to end his work at the com, dad said he was waiting for my to finish her work in the kitchen. One by one, waiting for another, and they din know who had finished. I was so angered by that. Haiz! Came home, took a nap, thought my headache would subside but it was still there. I tried to study, about 2 hrs and I took a nap again. Woke up, continued my revision. Then Beng called me, asked me out. I thought it would be good, go out to relax. He told me amos wanted to meet up too. So i said anything. We agreed to meet at one of the nearby coffeeshops at 7pm. At 7pm, BEng and I arrived, waiting for Amos. Thought he would reach soon. At 8pm, he din arrive. Then he called me, din realised he left me a missed call. And, guess wad he said to me? "Where are you? Where are you?" I thought he had arrived and couldnt find us. But, he was at home. And he told me this,"I dun feel like coming already." What the fuck! I was so angered by that. Waited for an hr for him to have dinner together and this was what he did. I felt being bastard big time. So angered by that, expect me to forgive and forget? In yr dreams man! Fuck you! That was what I felt. I hung up. Then Beng and I ordered our dinner. And the stupid lady took so long to deliver my food. And she said she couldnt find us and went to serve other customers first. I was damn pissed off! I told her where I was. Asshole! Everything was in a mess for me today. After that, Beng and I went to get some drinks at Shop and Save. We got ourselves 2 bottles of water. And, again, something fucked up happened. There only 2 cashiers available. And we queued for so long juz for the water. Everything seemed to turn out bad. HAiz. A day spoiled. That's wad i felt. A day I will not forget.

WoW~! What a week Man~!

Finally, I have some time to write my blog. Have been so busy this week. Its so freakying crazy! 6 quizes this week! Madness! But in a way, it was good, though the feeling was like shit, cause it made me study hard for it (though im gonna flung some of it) Haha. Not only studies drove me nuts, had other activities to do. Sec sch juz had orientation day for the sec 1s. In a way, I was glad, one of the higheset recruitment i've ever seen. 61! Haha. But i guess it will temporary. As the months go by, the leftover from the intake will drop. Haha! This week, I was also kinda "love sick". ha.....ha. (will not explain about it) ShHhH! So much things have happened this week. Kaoz! Oh well, im glad is done for for now. The following week after next its my term test, Dammit! Muz pia!!!!!!!!!!!!