What a tiring day! And a week for me~....

Another week is going to go by, how time flies. Today my whoe day was occupied by a bowling competition I had. So shagged, played total of 8 games series. OMG! Came homw bout 5plus, took a nap and went out with my parents to have dinner. After that, studied for awhile as I din have time already, shall continue wit my studying tmr. Haha. This week was a damn stressful week, had some many papers to clear, now im left with one more which is this tue. I cant wait to clear it. Also, this week, i was in cloud nine. I really felt in love with someone. But, I dare not say it out. Yesterday, spoke to her on the phone for 2 hrs plus. I enjoyed it. Hearing her voice makes me feel very warm inside. But, im now in a dilemma. She's a nice gal, with nice personality. I haf finally met my dream gal. But yesterday, while having a conversation with her on the phone, she kinda hinted to me that she was interested in a relationship. When I thought about that, I felt so depressed. And I actually asked her wad she was gonna do for Valentines day, and she told me she might be going out with her friends. She feels that Valentines day is just another ordinary day. I took courage to ask her whether she was willing to spent time with me on Valentines day with me, but she said she'll see about that. I stammered when I asked her. I can feel that she doesnt wana to come out on valentines day with me. Haiz. Felt so demoralised. A real good catch, but i feel that it is gonna go to waste. I feel so confused. Should I just continue to try to get to know her more and court her? Im lost! Haiz. I really hope to find an answer soon. The feeling is so uncomfortable. I duno what she feels about me.