Saturday, October 23, 2004

A Day To Remember!

Today it was a nerve racking day for me. I was so damn nervous. I was at a friends hse playing some games. Suddenly, I started to receive an sms from my friend which stated this, "How did you fair for you exam?" All of a sudden, I startled! It just shot into my head, reminding me of the exam results! I told him I have not received the results as I found out today the results are being posted via sms. But I din apply for that. LOL! Then, more and more of my classmates started to msg me to ask about my results. I just kept quiet and I told some of them that I have yet to see it. The whole day, I felt very nervous, didnt know what the outcome would be like, would I pass or would I have to take a supplementary paper? Damn! But I was glad as I was out the whole day with an ex classmate. He was there to ease my mind and told me not to think too much. Thanks! When I reached, it was time to view my results through the website. As I slowly open and logged in into the account, my heart was pumping like nuts. Then, the page showed the results. To my astonishment, I passed everything!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA! I was jumping with joy. But was kinda disappointed as I did not score well for my papers. But anyway, the suspense was over for me. Thank God! The whole day I was so anxious. KNS! At least i could go to bed and rest with ease. I'll be looking forward to the next day. Haha!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

A sense of achievement!

I've waited for this day, preparing myself to jog a long distance that I wanted. At first, I told I wouldnt make it, but I decided to try, no pain no gain! I jogged and I persevered on, and I finished my mark. Was so contented, had a sense of achievement, haha. Sometimes I believe achievements could be gained by taking a step forward, grabbing opportunities that lie ahead of you. Haha! That's what I feel. The feeling is so great, like on cloud nine.
Shortly after, Was thinking alone all by myself, feeling kinda down as I just found out about my best friend entering the army soon. I've been waiting for his A levels to be rid off b4 having a fun time, but looks like no more opportunity. Haiz. I felt I should have grabbed the opportunity to go out with him and talk cock with him in the past, but it has slipped. I have no freaking idea when I could see him again once he enters the army, chances would be rare. Tears almost came out, but I controlled. A best buddy that I has touched my heart.
When there is an opportunity, take it and grab it, dont let it slip, for we have only this once in a lifetime opportunity, dont live in regret.

-Benji-

Sunday, October 17, 2004

WhAt I ThOugHt Of YestErDay

Yesterday, Nothing to do, then i juz wondering, nowadays, songs are written about love, hatred or anger? Now the trends that I see are mostly related to anger or hatred. Some songs are put in a nice way but some are like totally way off. I like those that are related to falling out of love. Some of them is nice especially this modern rock song entitled Fall to Pieces by velvet Revolver. Very nice song though the song lyrics is short. Lol! Sometimes I feel it that way, and most importantly, it is about how the guy was able to get back to his feet. Check out the video clip. Its nice. Here's the song lyrics. Enjoy!

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown oldI fall to pieces,
I'm falling Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to piecesI keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely,
I can't breatheI fall to pieces,
I'm fallingFell to pieces and I'm still falling
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories dieI'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Wah! So fast another day gonez~

When I open my eyes, I found myself in someones hse, wondered where I was. Then i remembered! I was at Bear Bears hse. Gary and I stayed over for the nite to do some discussion and played PS 2. Lol. Played until 2am. Woke up at bout 10am. After that, played awhile more with Gary on PS 2 b4 we left. Went home, went to slp as I felt very tired due to insufficient rest. When I woke up, it was 5pm. Wah! It was like a blink of an eye. How time flies. After that, went to retrieve my bowling ball at the superbowl that was sent to servicing. Then went to meet up with Bao and the rest to TCS b4 i headed home. Had dinner with my parents and it was damn good! Hor fun, char kway tiao and Oyster egg omelette! haha. Reached home, watched some tv and now typing this blog. The day juz passed so quickly and my results for my exmas will be out soon, im so scared.... haiz. Plz! LET ME PASS!!!!!!!! Haha. Tmr will be another boring day for me. LOL!

-Benji-

Monday, October 11, 2004

What a day.... Bored!

Another boring day has passed. Early morning, as usual, went to have breakfast with my parents. After that went to send my bowling ball for servicing and went straight to gym. Shiok, pump and pump, Woah! After tht, a fat gay called me with the negative R factor (I believe you guys know who)... haha. =P Asked me out to go shaun's hse to relax and do some discussion. *YaWnz* Slack and slack at his hse, then came home. Now typing out this blog... Haha. I hope tmr will be a better day. *Wink*

-Benji-

Sunday, October 10, 2004

A nice song I discovered~

I dont really fancy R&B songs, but this one is an exception. It rocks. The meaning and the tune matches. The video clip is nice too (especially the gal inside) LOL! Here's the lyrics. Enjoy!

My Place feat. Jaheim

I used to pride myself on being the other man But now it's flipped and I don't want u with no other man Why can't u understand anything I'm offering I gave you the world but you just wanted arguing From the time I picked you up, until the time I dropped u off again Even flipped out on me at the mall again "it's all his fault again" that's what u telling all ya friends I aint pointing fingers ma, I just wanna call again See how ya day going I know they stressin on ya I know them times get hard that's why I'm checkin on ya It's yours truly ma, I got a little message for ya Anything he can do, girl I can do it better for ya, cause

[Bridge]When we laugh or we cry it's together Through the rain and the stormiest weather We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

[Chorus]Won't you come on and go with me Come on ova to my place Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat And let me ease ya mind girl We gon do it our way I heard your friend told a friend that told a friend of mine That you was thinking that we should do it one more time If this aint the truth then hopefully it's not a lie Cause I aint got no issue's with hitting at another time We never had a problem gettin it done Disagreed upon a lot ma but the sex wasn't one Now check it I know u get excited (still) when I come round and bite it (girl)Quit frowin up and quit actin like you don't like I like it, I like it, I really, really like it, I want it, adore it, so come let me enjoy it [Bridge]When we laugh or we cry it's together Through the rain and the stormiest weather We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

[Chorus]Won't you come on and go with me Come on ova to my place Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat And let me ease ya mind girl We gon do it our way Shawty where u been Feels like a long time, long, long time since I seen ya Yes it has girl, when I know I said some f*cked up things to u before But girl u know I didn't mean it (I didn't mean one single word) (I never meant one single word) If I could take back every word I would and more fo sho If I thought that you believe it Cause you make my life so convenient for me

[Bridge]When we laugh or we cry it's together Through the rain and the stormiest weather We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

[Chorus]Won't you come on and go with me Come on ova to my place Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat And let me ease ya mind girl We gon do it our way


-Benji-