What do I really want?

Sometimes, I really wonder, is it really worth going through the pain, humiliation and waiting? What is true love?

I've been thinking about it for a very long time. Many people say that love is blind and I believe that this saying is true.

What can I do about it? Is it worth the wait? I am trying to keep this thinking positive, but how long more can I be positive? Patience is virtue? The slow and focused wins the race?

Well, I do hope, time will give me an answer. Will there be any other one that will step into my life? There is so many obstacles that is going to be up ahead of me. How long more can I go through this?