A day that was to be fun got ruined

It was a fine sunny day today, thought it would be a gd day for me to enjoy myself and relax. Intended to go bowling and sun tan after that and a swim. But, things turned out the other way. When i reached the club, I started to bowl my first few games for warm up. It was crap! And almost fell down. Then here, comes the worst part, on my 5th game, my skin on my middle finger got torn and swelled. SheesH! I couldnt play much after that, hurts a lot and it would be distracting my game. So i packed and left. After that, went to sun tan, but before that, i thought, maybe i shoudl go for a jacuzzi first and tan later since the sun is still up and hot. But, guess wad, when I came out after that, there was no sun!!! The damn dark clouds blocked out the sunlight. Wad the hell! Wad a coincidence! I couldnt swim too cause my finger hurts badly. Argh! Decided to sit on the bench for awhile, listen to my music and go bath. After that I left the club. On my way home, i took a freaking bus that was filled with a bunch of smart asses!!!! From Dunman High Sec! And they were flooding the bus and making so much noise! So annoyed! A good day that turned out to be the opposite. And, also, I received a sms from Shulin, thought I was kinda happy, but the way she replied me, was very weird and as if im like a stranger to her. Up to now, ( I mean it! ) i've waited for about 7 hrs already and she hasnt replied back to me. Haiz. Fucked up day!!!!!!

Her again???

Its been a long time since i last posted. Its been a rough week for me. Juz received my exam results, glad that I passed, but was sad that I din not do well. Haiz. Put in so much effort, yet like this. Then, went back to sec sch for Venture activites. So much problems today. And, worst of all, was given a task to do, make a decision for my ventures, to let them proceed on for their combine activity or scrape it off. It was a tough decision for me to make, cause of what they did, lousy discipline and poor attitude, and, worst of all, they feel they deserve the have the combine activity. I was so frustrated. And I had to be the devil as im always too nice to them and they have been walking over my head. After that, i felt very sad and depressed, I duno why. I felt one kind. Then, in the late afternoon, received all their smses and calls, trying to apologise to me. But i ignored. And i din not answer their calls. They flooded my hp, wad the fuck!!!!!!!!! And today, was on my way to the campfire, I saw her. Why?! Why do i have to see her time after time?? It hurts so much! Saw her last week too. Why!!!?? I felt the pain in me, the agony and the sadness. Haiz, I really really hope i dun see her again.