BoO!

WoW, its been quite some time since i've last posted here. What a week it was for me man! Had so many tests in sch and formal presentation. Finally, its over for now! LOL! Also, haven gone to the gym for about 2 weeks, juz went today with beng, and bumped into a lot of my friends. Kinda happy to see them. After that went to mac to study THERMODYNAMICS! oOo! Then yesterday, went to have my hair cut, so wild man, mohawk! HAHA! I was so shocked, i din expect myself to cut his kinda of hairstyle! And everywhere I go, ppl will start to stare at me. WTF! And Because of this hair, had an arguement with my dad. Tmr when my classmates see this haristyle of mine, i duno what will be their reaction. Oh well, I hope it will be a gd day tmr, and this hairstyle, hope it will so call change my fengshui. HAHAHAH!!!

Panda for me...

It has been a very very busy week for me, stayed back in sch for so many days till 8pm. So vexed and i can become a panda. Went for orientation camp, total of hrs slept throughout the camp was 5hrs. Record! So tired until I fell asleep while studying and doing project. Felt very sad about this week, cause I feel that she and I are drifting apart. I guess most likely im gonna give up. I feel a waste, a type tht I wanted, but it has to be like that... Why?!?!

WhaT A VaLenTiNes DaY I HaD Man...

Today, i brought the gifts to sch. Was huge and everyone was looking at me. Some of my friends were making fun out of me while some showed their care and concern when they knew my situation. I was very worried that I wun be able to pass my gift to her. Luckily, my friend helped me to cause I was busy and due to some problems. I was also glad she accepted it. I felt sad when she sms me, telling me in a non happy tone, but a thank you from her was good enough. I really hope she likes it. On my home, see couples going out while im at home studying for quiz. Kaoz~! It will be a day that I will never forget, on how much trouble i went through. I really hope things will work out fine and I hope she will not avoid me. Anyway, happy valentines day!

Did I make the right choice?

Had a long day today, did lots of projects on sch and went for bowling training today. As i was on my way home, I was wondering whether I should give her a call to ask whether I could pass her the gift. I procastinated, thought and thought. Then, I decided to call. She answered, told me she was at her friends hse playing poker. Then, i raised the question. First, I ask whether i could meet her on valentines day, but she told me she had projects to do. I was fine with that. Then, I asked her whether she could meet for a while this coming sunday so that I could pass to her the gifts. Guess wad? She ask me for wad? I told her I got for her gifts for valentines day, but she said she dun wana accept it. I felt hurt. I dun know why, then both of us paused for awhile, and then she told me she would tok to me another day. Then I hung up. As I walked home, i thought through of my actions, was it rite to haf called her? Maybe I shouldnt at all, I felt so hurt. I guess she know my reasons already. I felt it was a grave mistake to do it. Now, all i feel now is to avoid her. I dun know why, I cant explain this feeling inside of me, I hate the way i feel tonight.