Something I realise today...... Yea!

Normally, when you do badly for yr tests or exams etc, ppl would always say 'juz work harder can liao'. In the past, I always believe that this is true. But now, I've come to realise that this is not the case. If there is low morale or too much pressure when studying, its no use. I believe in creating positive thoughts and relaxing. It helps. Yes, take things seriously, but dont take things too seriously. It makes us feel paranoid. Haha. This is wad I feel and have realised. Sometimes, u juz feel jealous, seeing other ppl putting less effort, juz read a bit or maybe even none, and they can score better than you! WTF. haiz. Oh well, this is life. Dont let this kind of thing affect ya, that's how I put it. CiAoz~!

-Benji-wad life?

Is it love?

Today, I was having my lab period today. Din like this day as I felt that it was the day with a lot of things to do. Soon, my lab partner arrived. The moment she sat beside, she offered me some chocolate. At first, I din want to as I was shy to accept it. Then later, she offered me again, this time it is only one and its been nicely wrapped. I was startled by her actions. Then, I said to her, " wah so nice ar.... thanks" and juz took it. Sometimes I wonder, why is she nice towards me? I duno. But i must clarify, I definitely have no feelings towards her, is juz a buddy budy frienship kind of thing. Girls are weird creatures. I hate this kinda thing! Haha. Oh well, I juz hope that I will be able to meet my true love soon. But in my mind its blinking *Dream On*. Haha!

-Benji- Wad a life dude

Walking away

Wad a day manz.......

Today woke up at 8Am plus to get ready to go for bowling practice. Have to go all the way to east coast. Was so disappointed with my scores today, affected my ranking system. Scored 156, 99, 130 and 104. Hope to stay in the team. After that went home, took a nap and went to Amos house to TCS b4 going to Mac to study. Suppose to study but in the end, but studied a bit and then went to meet my parents for a meal. While studying I met a friend, talked to her for quite sometime b4 I went off. The meal so so shiok! Steam boat, have not taken that for a long time. After that went home, use the com to check email and stuff. Dont really have the motivation to study. The reason? Not sure. What a day man, just gone like that. Time waits for no man. Oh well, I hope to look forward for a new day tmr. I hope it would be good. And I wish to make some changes to myself.

-Benji- Wad Life?