Failures in BGRs

Time after time, God is always giving me many situations to handle especially BGRs. The worse problems are, I always fail in wooing the girl or to be with the girl. Making so much sacrifices, is it worth it?

Now, I am stuck in a love triangle, and, all of a sudden, the girl that I love and like, suddenly feels like she is drifting away from me. She is all soft and melted towards her bf who has been a pain the ass to me for so many times.

I really wish he will leave her soon, in a selfish thought of mine because, I don't see any good things in him. He made her cry often and I wish that she could wake up her bloody idea. It hurts so much that I can't get close to her and she is always calling me.

Another problem that I face is, why is she always calling me? Why not her bf? I think it shouldn't be that way. Something is very wrong.

What should I do?