Is it fate? Why must it happen to me??
Earlier today in the morning, I was at Bishan Mac with Shu Hao, teaching him chemistry for his O levels. I din like the idea of going to Bishan, thinking that I might bump into Sally. But I thought it was crap. We were studying outside the Mac instead of inside cause of the crowd. Then, after teaching him for some time, I decided to take a toilet break. After that, as I walked out of the toilet heading towards the exit, I caught noticed of a gal. All of a sudden, I just stood like a statue staring at her. I thought to myself, "She looks familiar, but who isit ?" Then I remember..... Its Sally! My mouth just dropped and in my mind was WTF!!!!! Then I quickly walked out. My friend asked what happened and I told him about it. My day was spoilt, seeing someone that I've not seen for a long time, someone who has avoided me for a long time. I felt a deep cut in my heart. She saw me, but she couldnt recognise me as she just turned away. After that, I wasnt really in the mood to teach my friend, but I tried as I cant do this kinda foolish thing, for a gal I cant teach my friend kind of thingy. When I reach home, I went for a jog to divert my attention. As I jog, I thought to myself, why?!? What a coincidence! Are we fated to see each other after so long?? Even so, why cant we talk anymore?? I felt very hurt. I just didnt know what to do. Is it meant to be that I have to see her once in a while? Last time saw her at CJC and Far East, now at Bishan!!! What The FUck!!!! ArghH!!!!! I just wish one day she and I could still talk. That's all I want, I dun yearn for a relationship with her anymore. it hurts every beat to think about it. and I cant stopped thinking about it. Sometimes my heart still feels for her. But does she? It is a mystery.

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