The Waiting

I don't know, how much more I can wait, for this girl that I love all the way from abroad. At times, it hurts to see her write such messages to her bf. It is not fair, seeing the guy putting in the least of his efforts to shower her with love whereas I've done so much. This is not fair and she is blinded by his actions.

I don't know when they will break up and I am really hoping, everything will be solved soon. I really want to be with her, and I hope prayers are answered. This agony I am facing, its painful cut inside of me.

I'm trying, to convince myself, that we will be together. I want to think positive, and I hope it will be. Whenever I think about the sad things of her, I will breakdown in cold sweat and I feel my heart ache badly. How?