Still Waiting

Sometimes, I ask myself, is it worth waiting for a girl that is already attached? I feel so much agony thinking about it.

I know, it is a selfish thought, for me to wish that they break, but I can't help it. I want to do it professionally, by waiting. I am afraid, by then , I would have already been exhausted. My mind and life is like a roller coaster ride now. I am very weak when it comes to the matters of the heart. I'm love sick and I admit that.

I just hope, one day, she will come to realize how important I am and my feelings for her. I don't know, how long I can wait. I know I have to be patient, but its killing me inside. Haiz......