Wohoho! The most embarrasing moment of my life!

Today, I was at Hougang SuperBowl for a 8 game series competition. From the beginning, I was looking forward to it especially the price money. But the moment the games started, I knew I was going to lose. Not only that, I was the underdog. I was the only player that was not from the league at HG Superbowl. And they knew all the targets and the they could adapt to the lane conditions immediately. I could not. At the same time, my fingers began to swell and blisters formed. At the end of the game, I was standing at last position. I was so embarrased. Haiz. I felt so shameful, I didnt know where to hide my face. I only did well in my last game. My friends were there to support me, and I really thank them for their support, if not I will not have the determination to carry on. Thanks guys! When I got home, my parents asked me about my match, they reacted in different manners. My mom just laughed and said that I have wasted my money. As for my Dad, I was very furious with him. He started adding fuel into the fire, saying " A lost is a lost, don't talk so much". I was very hurt and angry with the remark made by him. He even said I could not make it and said in an indirect way that I was lousy. Some encouragement I got from my parents. I felt so "Shitified". From the day I came onto this planet, my parents were never ever prund of what Im doing. Even though I got into one of the most prestigous course which is chemical engineering, they weren't even satisfied. Haiz. Oh well, all I can do is suck my thumb and roll around from left to right.