Am I a jinx?

I thought today would be a gd day for me, was looking forward to today's events especially the roll off's for tonight. but guess wad? I screwed it up! Fuck! And tht wasnt all, I took the bus to the wrong interchange, had to take a cab that cost me $10 and worst of all, my friends from the tp team saw me at the bus stop, honked at me but i din hear, was listening to my music loudly. Felt so embarrased after wad they told me at the alley. I felt so ashamed. I reall felt like breaking down. Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!