Her again???

Its been a long time since i last posted. Its been a rough week for me. Juz received my exam results, glad that I passed, but was sad that I din not do well. Haiz. Put in so much effort, yet like this. Then, went back to sec sch for Venture activites. So much problems today. And, worst of all, was given a task to do, make a decision for my ventures, to let them proceed on for their combine activity or scrape it off. It was a tough decision for me to make, cause of what they did, lousy discipline and poor attitude, and, worst of all, they feel they deserve the have the combine activity. I was so frustrated. And I had to be the devil as im always too nice to them and they have been walking over my head. After that, i felt very sad and depressed, I duno why. I felt one kind. Then, in the late afternoon, received all their smses and calls, trying to apologise to me. But i ignored. And i din not answer their calls. They flooded my hp, wad the fuck!!!!!!!!! And today, was on my way to the campfire, I saw her. Why?! Why do i have to see her time after time?? It hurts so much! Saw her last week too. Why!!!?? I felt the pain in me, the agony and the sadness. Haiz, I really really hope i dun see her again.