Demoralised!!!!!

Today was the day of the MDIS bowling competition . My group was expecting a good performance from me. I was looking forward to it. The competitors were very challenging. And I felt some instinct that I couldnt make it. Sad to say, it was true. My group was out of the top 20 teams. Imerged as one of the last few few teams. So bad! WTF!?!?! I apologised to my group members, as I felt that I was the main cause of pulling down the groups score. They didnt blame me, especially one of the members in my team who is from Burma. He even said to me, "next competition, we'll team up again." I was amazed by what he said. I felt bad enough already. Soon, all the groups from TP gathered to have some TCS. I didnt have the mood to, so I made an excuse that I had something on and left. As I was on my way home, felt so demoralised. Haiz. LAter in the evening, went to Amos hse to play Need For Speed Underground. Haha!!!! Thought it was a lame game, but found out it was a cool and fun game to play. Haha. Felt much better after playing the game and talking cock to Amos. Lol. Damn gay! Played that game for 3 hrs like a couch potato, didnt even move about. LOL! After that, said gdbye to him and left. Really felt good and I liked it!!!